Sometimes things happen in our little universe, well, sometimes just by a whim of coincidence. But fate knows what it's doing. Really, yes it is like that. The question is here, can we deal with it? Do we like this?
Outshine me with your presence. Roll over me with your intellect. Shower me with your criticism. Flood me with all your anger. All of this will not stop me from being true to myself. Never. I won't let you break me. I only have myself&that's way I have to trust myself. Somehow.
It's the little things in everyday life that enrich our lives so much. -Like cutting & serving an apple. -Like only the listening. -Like opening & providing milk. -Like a message on steamed-up mirror. -Like a shake up the duvet. -Like a gentle caress of the other in passing. -..pic.twitter.com/r4Bs9yP6cu
So I had to decide what to do today. And of course, she benefited the most from it. New clothes, Italian lunch, something to nibble on for her&much more. And best of all: A wonderful walk along the water. Ok, she didn't like the last one that much. That was more for me. Ha ha. https://twitter.com/_have_to_do/status/1450038712088338436 …pic.twitter.com/MMrQL0tKw4
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So my child. Since we are here on vacation, please feel free 2say what U want. Speak now. And I wait,wait... Nothing. So I'm listing ideas. Answers like these followed: No lust.I'm tired.We already had.Stupid.Boring. No money.And much more. Satisfying a teen is a real challenge.
Oh help me. That damn delicious wine that was served with the meal was so deliciously tasty. And now he's picking me up. He grabs my hand & slowly leads me to threshold. And I'm more than happy to be kidnapped to travel to dreamland. It's a great pleasure for me. Thanks so much.pic.twitter.com/Pb8vkrNI6E
And also gently glide around them once. 1, 2, 3 times. And then? I puff a super tiny pinch of fairy dust over it and ... Yes, I sigh. Because I want to dip my longing lips into this, your cute face. Can I write that? Or wishing? Is it too kitschy? Too romantic? I don't know.
At this moment I succumb to a kind of romantic transfiguration. Because those lines of face there, with you. Oh, they make me sigh. And smile. 1time, 2times, 3times. I would really like to slide my fingertip over the eyebrows, down over the bridge of nose, further to warm lips.
But I still hear and see and feel this harsh, horrible reality. So I want to flee to finally find peace. I beg. Finally? Is it going to happen someday?pic.twitter.com/EpiIBJWc9n
A short story suddenly wants to be written. My tired brain is trying to specifically type a few letters. And every now & then I look at this tenderly warm face on the smartphone display. This one that makes me smile quietly. This that drives me & keeps me going.pic.twitter.com/3IUEle9OPN
So I'm sitting here. Headphones let really wonderful relaxation music slide into my brain. Quiet rain, playing piano & other pleasant tones just let me float away a little. Longing, sadness, hope, all of this spreads & images wander through my lenses & inspire me to new lines.pic.twitter.com/yMgm2u70hS
No 'everyday life'. Would be wonderful. Because urgently needed. Yes, would be. But it's never as hoped. The more painful the realization. I can't escape it all of this from this armchair It does not work. Get up & go, find rest somewhere else. No, not possible.pic.twitter.com/gw0crDWXgP
In the middle of the night in a hotel room far from home. No, not alone. But still ... The gentle blessing of the quietest part of the day hangs over the 'here & now'. Shouldn't everything be a little better right now? Finally time to relax, do whatever I want, all of this.pic.twitter.com/a6RxwjfpTk
I finally got my teenie one back. My heart is racing with joy. Exaggerated? I don't care. Even if it was only 5 days that she was gone & on vacation with her friend, I'm extremely happy that she's with me again. And .. She looked happy too when she saw me. So what could be nicer?pic.twitter.com/L5aEqJ3GB0
Why does sushi always make me so tired? Is there something in there causing this? And then this sleepiness combined with gentle strokes of him on my back. "Phew." Even an action film with Liam has no chance of counteracting this. And a low purr leaves me. Ha, I deny everything.
When I'm standing in front of you. Look up at you,into your beautiful deep brown eyes,in which I want to lose myself. Then I feel this warmth&your calm. They both wants to transfer itself to me. And me? I can't help but drown in your arms that hold me. Beautiful? Well, I love it.
What do U do when U can't sleep at night because so many thoughts don't let U come rest? Advices? Tried a lot. And yet fingertips stick 2letter boards on phone or tablet. Look here,read there.Let thoughts run free.Unfortunately,these often get weird. Again&again as a running gag.
I'm sitting at my desk. The head is proping up with chin in open palms. Despaired, pensive brooding. Staring ahead for myself with wide-eyed eyes. Breathing is fast, maybe a little panicked. Because just a few moment ago, in a intoxication of desperation,pic.twitter.com/Orl5jFCp9D